27.10.14

The need to crawl out from this alienated skin is so great, it is unbearable. I have to do something about this, i have to make this feeling go away, but i don't know how. I feel like I am turning into my own shadow, standing and staring blankly, watching my life in motions and colors, watching it rolling down hill, nonstop. I am slipping away and  I am falling. A million things stick out along my way down, seems like they are there for me to hang on, but they are full of spikes and they make me bleed. I want to scream out for help but the wind in my fall are blowing in my eyes, my ears, making me numb, and the silent stays consistence when internally, everything is cracking loudly.

4 comments:

  1. My girl, please, be brave again. You're so fucking strong. Don't let anything break you into piece. I follow you and your blog since a few months. And. I already loved you. You are so special. You're magic. I want to be as courageous as you. Please, take care of you.

    I love you.

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  2. You have a way with words that is extremely beautiful. <3 Take care.

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  3. GG, we believe in you so much and i know you do too. You're beautiful and a good human as you are and you will continue to be. Don't ever feel like you don't belong in your skin because you should know that us readers and followers all like you for you! You're a role model for me and go be just who you are!

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  4. I'm in love with you, your blog, and your kind heart. You may not have realized it but you have helped a lot of people. Please don't hate yourself because you are very unique and beautiful, inside and out. Stay strong, we believe in you.

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