The need to crawl out from this alienated skin is so great, it is unbearable. I have to do something about this, i have to make this feeling go away, but i don't know how. I feel like I am turning into my own shadow, standing and staring blankly, watching my life in motions and colors, watching it rolling down hill, nonstop. I am slipping away and I am falling. A million things stick out along my way down, seems like they are there for me to hang on, but they are full of spikes and they make me bleed. I want to scream out for help but the wind in my fall are blowing in my eyes, my ears, making me numb, and the silent stays consistence when internally, everything is cracking loudly.