my heart's broken, my mind's crazy, and my soul's lost
everything tragic is all i've got
wander one, still another, years gone by and i am no longer
yours, mine, or any other's 
nothing stays, nothing leaves, don't push me further
I can't do it, and you know it
hell is hot but I can stand the heat
Just one thing in life, i can not survive
is remembering your cold smile the last time i cried


A season to love

I hate endless summer days
the way I hate too sweet sweets
the way I once tasted bitter liquor on your lips
and have to make myself a drunk out of it

Too much expectations, too much hope,
make tonight a slippery sloppy slope.
I rather it be gloomy forever
than bright up once, then doomed together.

I crave a straight road with neon lights
to forget about your smiles, your eyes.
But I know I just won't leave
I need to be here for whatever you need.

I shall compare you to summer's day
but I am not lovely or temperate.
Just another ex lover who's desperate
In a season that I love to hate

Let the rain pours, let my drinks be poured,
I want to feel you to my core.
I have grown to be so fond of winter
As I am too fond of you getting colder.

I want to

Let me touch your voice
Let me drink your anger
Let me smell your desire
Let me comb your soul

One day

One day I will be
Just a forgotten memory.
But I will be your
forgotten memory.

Don't forget to forget


A love letter

Sometimes you have to give in to your animalistic side

In Vietnamese, we call human "con người". "Con" is a classifier word for animals, and "người" means mankind. That's how I was raised, to believe that we have two separate parts in each and single one of us. Always, when I met someone new for the first time, I wonder if they are more of an animal or of a human, and then I wonder if that thought come my animalistic side or my human side.

Mankind alone is complicated enough. We talk, but it means next to nothing. We act, and that doesn't count either. Communications are all what we desire and do, but there are just an ungodly amount of unspoken messages that may or may never be understood.

And because we are aware that we are complicated, we became rather too cautious. Why anything at all when sometimes it means nothing to one but everything to another but still, nothing like what you want at all?

But don't you think our animal side needs to howl too?

Do you ever crave a single raw moment, do you ever want to hunt, do you ever want to bite?

Two of them, sitting together, day by day. Knee always lightly touched. Hearts always beat a little too fast. It is so obvious that something has been going on for awhile, but nothing is ever going to happen too soon too.

Imagine a world when you want it, you can just simply said "I want you to suck my dick" and none of the offend will be taken, full message of pure desire received and done.

Would you do it if you get exactly what you asked for, and if not, all is good? You wouldn't be judged, you will just be heard?

I would.

So now, why are you ruining your own chance of an amazing thing, which is your dick being sucked, just because you are a little too human?


To wake up the animal inside of someone, you need to howl first.

It is there, it just need a little "help" to be able to stand up straight on it's own.

If you want me, tell me to suck your dick. Let's go on a hunt for each other's flesh, and if the human in you can't figure out what to do next, at least he would be better confused with a full stomach.